I know many of you are very curious about what my Christmas
looked like. Here it is!
I was very worried about how being away from my family would
affect me during Christmas. For my family, Christmas is literally the only
holiday we manage to gather for each year.
Breaking the tradition of spending the holidays with my family was a
hard reality to face. As it turns out, the worry was worse than the reality.
Part of me was also a little excited. Honestly the
commercialization of Christmas kind of angers me a little. Basically a lot of
stores spend so much time telling you that unless you’re buying _____ for your
_____ then you don’t really love them. This season should be about selfless,
abounding, conditionless love. The love that God feels for us. The love that
God calls us to show towards one another. Part of me was excited to see what
Christmas is like without presents. Without fancy food. Without stuff.
Here’s how I spent Christmas.
We had a weird tool failure at around 4 am on the 23rd and
I was on shift after getting 3 hours of sleep that night. (Oh and the night
before too. I was exhausted.) We stayed up working to fix it until giving up
at noon. I slept and then woke up again after 6pm. I was on shift again until I gave up at 9 am
Christmas Eve morning. I slept for part of the day, and then woke up at around
6 pm. The new tools we ordered had
arrived and so we began to assemble them.
At around 9:30 pm we stopped to have dinner with the crew.
They set up tables and served tamales and turkey and fried shrimp and some
other stuff I didn’t have room to eat. We sat and ate and listened to the air
brake as they continued to drill. We finished dinner, took a few pictures, and
then went back to assembling our tool. We finished programming the tool at
around 2 am. Then I stayed up a little longer to try our failing tool again. I
ended up going to bed around 5 am. Merry Christmas!
Christmas morning, I woke up around 10 pm. I did some work.
Reports, updates, etc. I talked to my family. We went to the beach and watched
the sun go down. I feel asleep on the couch in the trailer until my coworker
woke me up for the final test of the tool at around 2 am.
So there you go. Nothing too exciting! A nice dinner
Christmas Eve and then a day of work! Did I miss my family? Of course. Was it
the hardest day I’ve had? No, certainly not. I’ve had much harder days and, I
am sure, will have harder ones in the future. Was it what I expected? Just
about. I was expecting to be working more actually. The respite was nice. A
chance to sit and read again the story of Christmas and reflect on why and what
we are celebrating. The chance to go the beach and be outside and not wear
coveralls. And the chance to share Christmas with complete strangers in a very
different world, something not everyone can say they’ve experienced.
Crazy Christmas! I'm glad you found things to enjoy. Hang in there, you'll get a visit home in no time :)
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